New Year, New Life.

So tomorrow we’re gonna go caroling. Yayy. Anyways, I just made this post to keep my blog alive. But to be practically honest there’s nothing much happening. So to keep this post long, I’ll just narrate something about my love life. LOL.

So remember the love life thing in my wishlist? I think Im about to put a check on it sooner or later. Right now, I’m not heartbroken, or anything close. Kahit na mejo naging sawi these past few days. My best friends made me realize one thing. Kahit anong pagpapakatanga ang gawin mo sa isang tao, kung tanga din ang taong yun, walang mangyayari sa inyo. And that’s when I realized that I haven’t completely moved on, even if I have already made a million pacts to forget him, I just cant. It will slowly heal, nobody said I had to rush it.

So there’s this guy. He’s been my crush ever since I was 6, and he was my kind of crush that will always remain inside, no matter how many guys have come my way. Its been four years since I last talked to him. And I finally got to talk to him again last night, after four years. It was never really my intention to go back to having this crush on him again. But these butterflies in my stomach actually came back after 4 years, no kidding. Those little butterflies I get when I was little, I never really got them back when it was you-know-who.

My best friend always tells me, “Kahit gaano pa yan kasakit, mahahanap mo din yung para sayo. At for sure natraffic lang yun. Konting tiis lang, makakarating din yun sa paroroonan”. So when I told her about this little crush I got last night, she told me “Hala. Baka sya na yung natraffic!” And was like.. Tang!na. Sana nga sya na. Pero like I said. Time will come, everything will be okay in the end. No need to rush things. 

This guy, this one guy. He might be the one, or he might not be. He might be that one knight-in-shining-armor that just got lost along the way, or he might be just a guy that came in the way, but will eventually leave just like everybody else. He might be the one that can heal this broken heart, or he might be the one that will make everything worse. We can never tell, actually. But one thing’s for sure. Everything happens for a reason. Whatever the reason is for these butterflies that are coming back, Im sure it’s a part of God’s plan to make me the best love story ever.

Advanced Merry Christmas everyone. 6 days to go! :)