2011 has changed my life. A lot. Everything has been different and because of that, I will start my 2012 differently as planned. I cant actually make a lot of plans for the next year because I know not even half of them will happen. Last year my 2011 has been full of hopes. Shattered dreams. And a lot more. I’ve been through a lot of pain this year and Im not sure if I can already get through it next year. But I’ll try. Swear. Lol
2011 was the year when our group PAKNERS began. And somehow 2011 was also the year when it ended. Im still friends with them. But I guess that they’re not really the best friends that God planned for me. But somehow they will still be there for me when others turn their backs. I know I can still count on them somehow, even if that deep friendship we wanted didn’t really work out. I still really love them, though. Haha
2011 was the year when our group PAKNERS began. And somehow 2011 was also the year when it ended. Im still friends with them. But I guess that they’re not really the best friends that God planned for me. But somehow they will still be there for me when others turn their backs. I know I can still count on them somehow, even if that deep friendship we wanted didn’t really work out. I still really love them, though. Haha
2011 was the year where I made new friends again. A group that I share with the 5 most awesome people in the universe. We call ourselves FEF. And we know we will also be there each day. We will do everything to get through 2012 together. I learned my lessons. They are one of the best people I have known and Im not letting them go that easily.
2011 was also the year when I met the person who I thought was the love of my life, the one meant for me. But then he just filled me with hopes, but that was all that it is. I haven’t somehow found a way to get over him and everything that happened. And until now I still dont know what I was to him from day one. I dont know. He changed my life drastically from the start of the year until now. I know its overrated cause its been months ever since we stopped talking. For him we were just friends, though. But, I dont know. Everyone says he’s just a flirt, that’s why. So yeah. Nothing that significant about him, really. I actually really want to hate him right now, lol.
2011 was the year where I got started in getting ready for college. I started last summer when I enrolled in a review center, where I met a lot of new friends and gained more confidence to know that I will enter my dream college. Then came the half of the year when I started taking exams to three different universities. I dont know if I can pass each one. But who knows? I really hope I could enter one of those colleges. Until now, Im full of hopes that I can pass them, atleast even one of those three.
2011 was the year where I got started in getting ready for college. I started last summer when I enrolled in a review center, where I met a lot of new friends and gained more confidence to know that I will enter my dream college. Then came the half of the year when I started taking exams to three different universities. I dont know if I can pass each one. But who knows? I really hope I could enter one of those colleges. Until now, Im full of hopes that I can pass them, atleast even one of those three.
A lot has still happened. I know I can get through 2012. Its been a year full of fucked up situations. And I know its not gonna be that different from 2012. But I will certainly do my best to change myself. Wish me luck. Happy New year everyone! Xo
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